Lord does everything that you want out of His affection for you. He will wait forever for you to come back. That is called someone who has serious affection.

You have to make distinction that you specifically like Kṛṣṇa and His devotees in Vraja better than anything else.

Excerpts from various lectures of His Holiness Bhaktividyā Pūrṇa Svāmī on the origin and fall of jīva.

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